Valentine's Day

I guess I was never good enough for love

I always was afraid

Afraid of the first words

Afraid of the first smile

Afraid of the first kiss

I guess I was never brave enough for love

How weird, meeting a stranger

Talking to a stranger

And then one day

Letting the stranger kiss you

Letting him in your life

I guess I was always too stupid for love

Not understanding how to love one

Not understanding how to be a loved one

Not getting why, me, why, now, 

I was living that

I guess I was never conscious enough for love

I did not want to change

I was myself, 

I was going to be the same for ever

I didn't get that once you're loved you change

That once you love, you molt

I guess I was never ready for love

Took by surprise by a stranger at a bus stop

Took by surprise when he kissed me on this bench

Took by surprise when he told me he loved me, for the first time

I guess I never believed in love

Valentine's day was just a stupid holiday

Love was just a myth

But the stranger changed my mind

I am still not good enough, I am still not brave enough

I am still too stupid, I am stil unconscious, 

I am still not ready

But it does not matter anymore

Now you are no more a stranger to me

You are my loved one

And I am yours

Happy Valentine's Day

xo

Amy